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so, im grounded for a month.
coooooooool.
my birfdaay is soon though.
february thiiiiird. yaaa heard.
that's in like 11 days. or whatever.
im sick of people. im just going to stop caring at this point. so if youre going to fuck with me in anyway shape or form. youre just going to become a target to me and im going to be a bitch to you forever. so have fun. kkkkkkkk.
there are soo many fake people out there. and the ones that are the fakest always think they arent fake at all. look at your fucking selves. you are the exact same people as your friends. dont you get annoyed with trying to be like them? why wouldnt you just want to be your fucking self? its so fucking boring to be the same as people.
it's getting so fucking annoying to me. i just keep analyzing people so hardcore and i realize that a ton have people have changed so much. they are fake like nooo other. they try waaay to hard. some think they are the fucking shit. the coolest fucking shit around. and i just want to laugh and their face and just be like.. get over yourself. this is a joke. you are in highschool. stop acting like you can start shit with anyone you want and win every fight that you start with anyone. people who think they are tough are lame. unless they actually are TOUGH. i know a girl who is tough and shes fucking real. then there's a girl .. or two, who think they are tough, but they arent at all. they just want to seem like they are tough so people think they are cool.
i feel bad becuase im pretty much talking shit about people that im friends with. but this is my livejournal. its like a fucking diary, so actually, i can say whatever the fuck i want. yeah, people are gona read it and if you got a problem, i dont give a fuck. i dont feel like saying this shit to peoples faces becuase some people can get so defensive and i just dont want to deal with it becuase it just adds so much more stress in my life. and im not even putting anyones names in here. im just talking about fake people and im just repeating myself over and over again. WHATEVERRRRR.
yaa, i already know that everyones a liiiiiiiittttle bit fake. but fuck that, just look at some people out there. seriously. you will soon realize how important it is to be yourself, but who knows how soon soon REALLY is. some people will probably be fake their whole lives. some people will get the fuck over it after highschool because they will realize that being like everyone else and trying to feel accepted by everyone isnt that important. im sure people will accept you for who you really are. i know i am a fucking crazy, loud ass bitch, and thats who i am. and there are still people out there that accept me for that. becuase im original. you dont meet people like me everyday. i would hate it if i was one of those people that got put into the category of "ohh, they are just like everyone esle" skejfhlafhksd i dont fucking know. i keep repeating myself.
i just dont get anything right now.
and i shouldnt have to deal with this shit.
im in fucking highschool. who caaaares what these people think of me. half of these people you arent ever going to see again. so why would you try to get everyone to accept you when you arent going to be in their lives forever.
true friends are so hard to find.
im gona stop now. becuase i dono. i dont want to keep repeating myself. haha
and im just going to get madder and madder and yaaa, fuck that.
xo0.
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